The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

I-Can-Die-Now Moment

I saw Paul Bettany in person. I can die now.

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Photos from the premiere of Blood Diamond in London

"Wow, naman - - glam girl ka na at red carpet event na ang past time mo." (Rodriguez-Robles, 2007)

Looking good is not important. It's everything. (Some ad from the tube station)

"Mag-bebreak din kayo!" (Gacad, 2006)

I'm there. I'm just not tall enough. (Curato, 2007)

Because boys in pinstripes always deserve a second look. (Curato, 2006)


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Curato, N. (2006) "Pinstripes fetish" in Obsessing about *bleep*, Gram's Diner, Rockwell.
_____. (2007) "Freezing in Leicester Square" in Blood Diamond Premiere, London.
Gacad, S. (2006) YM Status Message, some time last year.
Rodriguez-Robles, J. (2007) Email to N. Curato, HSBC, Makati.
Some ad from the tube station (2007) Looking good is not important. It's everything. Leicester Square Tube Station, London.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Shore sums it up

Denny Crane: Your closing was very convincing. Almost as if you believed it.

Alan Shore: I did.

Denny Crane: You do love America.

Alan Shore: Of course I do. I didn’t agree with the string our government attached to the money in this case, but we have every right to attach strings to the funds we give.

Denny Crane: That’s my boy.

Alan Shore: I’m your friend, Denny, but I’m not your boy. That’s what troubles me. This notion that we have to take sides in this country now, you’re either with us or against us, Republican or Democrat, red state or blue state.

Denny Crane: I can’t believe I live in a blue state. I mean…

Alan Shore: No one looks at an issue and struggles over the right position to take anymore. And yet, our ability to reason is what makes us human. Lately, we seem so willing to forfeit that gift of reason in exchange for the good feeling of belonging to a group. We all just take the position of our team. I’ve certainly done it and hated myself for it.

Denny Crane: I’ve never heard you make so much sense.

Alan Shore: I make sense all the time; you just listen intermittently.


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Shore, A. and D. Crane (2006) “Squid Pro Quo” in Boston Legal, Season 2, Episode No. 42. First aired May 9, 2006

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Fixation

Since September, most of the books I’ve read are related to work. I was a bit worried because I started relating reading to stress, hence the much needed revival of leisure reading. I started with Michal Viewegh’s Bringing up Girls in Bohemia, a short novel about Beata’s obscure love affair with her tutor. The novel was interesting enough for me to give up watching You, Me and Dupree in the plane, which is a pleasant surprise, because I only picked this book because it’s set in today’s Prague. If I have a thing for Latin America academically, I now have a thing for Czech writers.

Clearly, my previous statement is just a notch less poser than using the words ‘bloke’ and ‘slag’ in Manila. Before Viewegh, I only knew Milan Kundera. So more accurately, I have a thing for two Czech writers. In any case, my fondness for Czech-based novels is reflective of my lifelong desire of going to Prague. I’d be really frustrated if I don’t go this year. *hint*

In the interim, I am contented reading The Joke. This novel is special because it’s Kundera’s first novel and weird enough, the only Kundera novel I haven’t read. Following Neil’s logic in DVD marathons, I read this novel sparingly because it’s the last one for now.

In a nutshell, the novel is about Ludvic, who was expelled from the Party and sent to a labour camp because of a joke he made –

“Optimism is the opiate of the people! A healthy atmosphere stinks of stupidity! Long live Trotsky!”

In a very Nietzschean sense, Kundera alludes to the importance of humour in a revolution, but Ludvic cannot explain humour to humourless people. He spends the rest of his life condemning the totalitarian government, realising later on that he himself has been repressive in his relationship with women. In a geeky way, I’m fascinated with how Kundera plays up structure-agency interaction in all of his novels.

The theme I missed from this novel though is abandonment. Unlike Ludvic, the Kunderan heroes/heroines I like are those who win their battles through dissociation, inaction and exile. I particularly like Agnes from Immortality, who knew she “had nothing in common with those two-legged creatures with a head on their shoulders and a mouth in their face”. Initially, she considered this absurd and immoral and tried to fight it, until she reached Switzerland where her relaxing concept of non-belonging won over the social imperative to “play a small part in some great adventure”. I guess it is not accidental that she realised this in Switzerland, a non-combatant territory, where even internal struggles can be discarded.

One of my colleagues told me – “I get this heavy feeling whenever I read Kundera … Such a sadist Kundera is.” I get that heavy feeling as well, and I guess that’s the reason why Kundera is such an effective writer. He can sell “heaviness” over “unbearable lightness”. Lightness is unbearable because in as much as it causes man “to be lighter than air, soar into heights, take leave of the earth and his earthly being,” he only becomes “half real. His movements are free and insignificant.” The heaviest of burdens may pin us to the ground, but it is “simultaneously an image of life’s most intense fulfilment.”

I guess Prague’s charm can be seen from the same angle. It’s a city that struggles between lightness and weight, memory and forgetting. People marvel and “kneel at the foot of oppressive monuments”. Locals chug litres of Czech beer in quest for dissociation. Of course, I’m just second guessing Prague here. Wouldn’t it be nice if I can confirm this through participant-observation?

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Kundera, M. The Joke, translated by Aaron Asher. HarperCollins, 1992
_____. Immortality, translated by Peter Kussi. HarperCollins, 1999
Ricard, F. Agnes’s Final Afternoon, translated by Aaron Asher. HarperCollins, 2003
Viewegh, M. Bringing up Girls in Bohemia. Readers International, 1994